For my dearests.

#1: Family


I know I've been much of an arsehole this year for not spending quality time with the family, showing my smelly face and all, but I really do appreciate all of you from the bottom of my heart. Aha, first new year's resolution: to spend quality time with my precious family. 2010 will be a better year!

#2: Gurlfriends


This year, we didn't really spend much time together (4 of us) and we ought to in 2010! I know it'll be even worse for all of us next year but hey, stay optimistic ya? "No time!" is definitely not the excuse I want to hear cos my second new year's resolution: to make time for meet-ups with girlfriends. Hehe.

Shermain: Hey lover. Do you think we should do something crazy next year? HAHA, maybe something bigger than the Christmas Dare by Ellycia! You've been a faithful lover this year, hope you will continue to be cos it seems bleak to me. (If you get what I mean.) Alrighty, I love you!

Eugenia: PIG. Must meet up more next year, I don't care! Seriously, make time make time make time. It's something that I can't easily teach you how (cos I'm trying too) but I feel that it's the commitment and effort we put into the friendship. May 2010 be a fruitful year for you! :) I love pig. Hehe.

Ellycia: You know that time you didn't reply Shermain's messages regarding the countdown celebration? You shouldn't have feel guilty at all! Like what Sim said, if we're really good friends, we'll understand the situation you're in and you should be open enough to tell us. Haha but whatever! You're joining us! You know what, I kind of understand you more this year especially during the heart to heart talk. Hehehe. I'll support you okay? Love you! 2010's gonna be a blast!

#3: Shawn Lee


Hi bro. I know and believe that you'll put in 101% into the relationship. Haha but don't forget your studies and flying ah! Actually, I shouldn't worry too much cos Shermain will nag at you anyways. Don't MIA again, ever. Sister-bro lubzx. 2010 will be a fantastic year! :)

#4: Band Committee Members


I LOVE ALL OF YOU! We've been through a lot this year, really. All the bullshits that we've faced were worth it. We're much more bonded now!

Christopher: Hey blur king. I know sometimes I act so anal-ly towards you but the great thing is, you are understanding enough to understand why I'm doing that. I really think communication is key. Btw, I feel like a mother sometimes you know! =.= Forever nagging at you. Hahaa anyways, you've improved in some parts but remember the cut-down-to-25% thing? Lol. May 2010 be a smooth sailing year for you! :)

Xing Hao: Finally, the student conductor thing is settled. K lah, you've been very gentlemanly this year and the rest of the guys should follow too! Anyways, got JB already don't forget band ah. Know how to prioritise your time for both okay? All the best for 2010!

Justin: Chikorita crazy fan. I know it's been hard on you during the thrashing session but hope you will understand where we're trying to get to. Anyway, all the best for the upcoming year alright? Nice knowing you! :)

Joan: Marie ah! You've been awesome this year but everyone still has a lot to improve on so keep working on it ya? Really glad to know you, seriously. You've been a great support for me, as to the feminist thing. HAHA, okay lah I better not say if not the guys.... Oh wells, hope 2010 will be a better year for you! Love you marie! :)

Stephanie: Steph! I'm glad I get to know you well enough as a person. You're the closest to me in band and I hope it's vice versa too! Hehe. Really appreciate this friendship. All the rubbish-talking, complaining and gossiping etc with you has never been boring! Hope 2010 will be a good year for you. Spend more time with your family too! Love you! :D

#5: Clarinet Section


"Give us air in our lungs clari-oboe clari-oboe..." Hahaha. May 2010 be a good year for us! :DDD

#6: 1T17


Hey peeps! I'm really glad to know you all! All the craps from the guys and gossiping from the girls, won't forget them! Hahaha when I think of you all I think of holiday homework, sadly. Cos all of you so chao mugger, I'm so pressurized but good in a way too you know? To motivate me! :D Yes, my third new year's resolution: to study harder (& smarter)! A's is coming! Omg, can't wait to see you all when school reopens! All the best for 2010 1T17!!! :)

Lastly,
MAY 2010 BE HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE, EVERYONE! :D
Cheers!

High Altitude.

Went Genting with family last week and it totally suck ttm. Everything was so screwed up; service, food (ok, not too bad actually), weather, people... everything. Maybe it's just not the place that I would enjoy going to. But I must say, the Five-Star coach we took was kind of awesome. Hehe. So, I only enjoy the bus ride.


On the coach. Shiok only~


Some fast food elder sis was addicted to.


On the way to the outdoor theme park. Omg, my little cousin is so adorable! Look at him, so suave.


I got reminded of Kit Yee's PW group's wristband. "Stop, Drop, Roll!"


Love this photo!


Bad weather! Most of the rides we want to take badly were closed.


Younger sis has weird face expressions, seriously. HAHA!


Awww, cute.


I love ice cream, do you?


Yes, we took neoprints after so long (years).


But not bad, I still enjoy taking. Hahaha.


Hahahaha, my bro is just one cool-some kid!


Me: "Eh, why anyhow take?!"


With aunt, elder sis and grandma! Seriously, where do I get my big head from?!


Hahaha, look at my sis's v-shape-thingy on her hair! I forgot what's that called. =S

Didn't take much photos. Cos the place is actually quite boring, I feel. Maybe it'll be much more fun with friends for such a place like Genting. Oh wells...

Till then.

Forever 21.

Celebrated Mum's birthday yesterday at Waraku, Katong outlet, which is da bombcxz. Haha, family's favourite place I guess. Alrighty, photos! :D


Mumsy, Pa and brudder.


Loves sushi lahhhhhhhh!


My oh my, their cold noodles is good too!


Green peas which brother went to further cook it on the hot pan and it taste, surprisingly, better! Haha.


HAHA, look at Pa's face! Oh, and my beautiful hand. =P


Japanese steamboat.


We were all so full by the time the steamboat came.


Love my dessert! Green Tea Ice Cake.


Bought Mum a Guess wallet and did a card for her.


Herfeature is so full and fat.

After that, went to Botanical Gardens to meet bandsmen for Sir's surprise birthday party. AC & AJ were there too! So yup, did you enjoy your holidays thus far? Haha random.

Okok, gonna post photos on Genting soon.

Till then.

P.S: I can't wait for countdown this year!!! :DDDDDD

HAHA very true...

Got these from Janelime's tumblr which I found really applicable to me too. Funny... :DDDDD



Oh and this, can't emphasize more than enough!


Lastly,

Did this yesterday and hope it's still not too late to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas! Hehehe, there's twelve days of Christmas anyway. The year is coming to an end, what have you achieved? Came up with your new year resolution yet?

I sincerely wish next year would be a better year for everyone ya! :))))

Till then.

Pre-Xmas days!

Managed to meet up with girlfriends after so so long. Did a lot of catching up and heart to heart session. Too bad, Eugenia had to leave early for both days. Make time please! :D

*Photos taken by phone's camera. Bad quality I know.

Went to Shermain's house after a simple dinner at Central. Now, that's Sheila with a Love Letter in her mouth.


We've decided to use a bear as Eugenia. Yeah, that ugly bear with one random black string on his face! Hahaha. :DDDD


Haha, I always get reminded of 'chee bongs' when I see Ellycia!



Met up at Tam1 with Eugenia and had late lunch on Xmas Eve. After which, she needs to go for carolling session and the rest of us headed to City Hall in search for Elly's Mooks but to no avail. Slacked at Esplanade rooftop which was pretty relaxing. Literally slacked fyi.

Went down to watch Just Brass's performance and had heart to heart session. More than happy to have my gurls with me during Xmas eve. No partying or whatever, simple and contented.








Hahahaaha, check out my beautiful tan lines that I've gotten from the Batam trip. Oh, and my Mango shoes.

Alrighty. Till then.

P.S: I'll be alright, hopefully. Just need to vent out my anger. But definitely, there is a lot of things I've done in the past which I've truly regretted now. Oh wells... I will be fine. *Optimism strikes*

What do I want?

I really am frustrated with everything now in my life. Fucking don't know why. I guess it's accumulative. The thing is, I don't know what I want. & I don't like my parents being so kpo about my friends. I don't want to study anymore. How I wish my dad would read my blog just like how Shermain's dad does. Makes everything hell lot easier. I know i know i know I'm at fault too, because I don't always tell you all things. I'd rather keep things to myself. Same to my friends. Reason? None.

I know I haven't been spending time with my family. Yes, my fault. Band takes up most of my time and I thoroughly enjoy myself when I'm with my bandsmen. When there's no band, I'll meet up with my girlfriends. None for my family. Evidently, it's my fault and I apologise.

But muatha fucker when I realised I need to spend more time with my family, they fucking hell shoot sacarstic phrases at me. Wtf, you think I don't feel hurt meh? Knn. It makes me feel even more like not spending time with you all, you understand?! Then stupid questions blah blah blah. Wha piang, cannot take it anymore.

Another thing, I'm also very angry with myself. Like why did I agree to go JC when I know I can do much better in Poly. Not saying that Poly is much easier but my capabilities are much suited for it rather than JC. Why did I study so hard in Secondary School? Why did I set high expectations for myself back then? I am not smart. Argh fucking don't know how to explain lah.

My future. Is so freaking bleak. I don't know what to do! It's like I know what I'm interested in but father has a lot of crap regarding it. Yes, it's true but why can't we just enjoy our life with your favourite job and not bother how much you can earn in one month.

I mean, I totally understand his point lah. Aiya fuck lah.

Main point is, I freaking don't know what I want.
Someone help me please.

Gathering @ Sir's

Days before, the committee had everything plan out on what we want to get things done, i.e settle administrative and outstanding issues, at his house before the rest of the bandsmen join us. After buying groceries to stock up Sir's kitchen at the NTUC Fairprice near his house, we went up his house, probably thinking, "Okay, we need to get things done.". However, things didn't go according to plan.

Indeed, pictures speak a thousand words.


Chris & Xing Hao.


Chris doing the vacumming.




Clean clean clean!


Gordon and Xing Hao.
Xing Hao's being seductive in the second photo.


Everyone was working hard, no?


Gordon the Vietnamese girl.


Intrigued by some random antique which belongs to Dr Lee.


Xing Hao, Xi Ling, Gordon!


Sir's favourite Elmo and the yellow thing which he doesn't like. Hahaha.


Group shots! :DDDD


& it's time to start cooking!!!


Justin furiously trying to get the thing done to prove that he's the Hardware Guy.


The rest of the bandsmen came!!! So happy!!!!


Okay, I don't know who took all these profile pictures.


Some slack while we cook and made cheesecakes! :DDD


Applying all the force I had to squash the cheese. Tough one.


Everyone was busy in the kitchen.
Look at Chris trying to crush the digestive biscuits.


Cooking!


SLACKERS! Hahaha.


Food done, everyone enjoyed, watched movies, talked crap.
Decided to ask Sir and Chris to go down the the supermarket to get some stuff while we prepare the cake for both of them.


"Lock the door! Off the lights!"


Hahaha. "Use the breathing exercise method to blow out the candles!"


Presents & a card from CJCSB!


It was so hilarious. Sir had no clue what the box contains and everyone was being secretive so he was really careful when opening. Gordon even tried to trick him (look at the photo)!

Ta-da! Everyone bought him a T-shirt! :DDDDD

"Sir, we went shopping for you already."


"The shirt you buy for me is the type of shirt you will wear lor."


"Give me one and a half months."
Referring to the S size Zara shirt I gave him. =S


Humorous shirt from Nat.


HAHAHAH! Look at the shirt Calista bought for Sir from French Connection & most of all, his face! Damn funny. "This is the type of shirt her father will wear." & yayyy, he loves the shirt!


Cheesecake done. :)


Alumni came and we left for home. Really fun dayyyyyy ttm!

The next day was our Band BBQ which was, to me, a disaster.
Oh well, didn't bring my camera so no photos.

Till then.