HUIYI LEE

I don't understand why this is happening. I just feel that I'm in a difficult position now. Things are changing, everyone is changing. I feel so fucking pissed with my life. All I want now is my family and some time alone. I seriously feel like getting out of this world and live in another place, start a new life or whatever. Maybe immersing myself with studies could make me feel better? I just want to study cause I can for tell that I'm gonna drown. Things are not falling into place. Fuck. =(

My friends are leaving me for some reason, I don't know. I can truly understand how XXX feels now and for that I apologise to you. Some change drastically and some is making me feel that I cannot trust her/him anymore. I'm feeling devastated.

Fuck.